I just took a really long, steaming hot shower complete with OCD-efficient shaving.
It wasn’t long enough to wash away how disgusting I feel.
It wasn’t hot enough to burn away all of the pain.
I didn’t shave enough to scrape away all of the memories that haunt me.
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December 26, 2010 at 10:40 am
bookjunkie
I hope you have a good Christmas and New Year with your kids. Get worried about you when I don’t see your post for a while.
December 26, 2010 at 12:24 pm
iamlivingx
Thank you. I hope you do, too.
I only post in here when I feel I need to get it out.
March 29, 2011 at 9:50 am
bookjunkie
hope you’re doing ok…thinking about you….
March 29, 2011 at 11:31 am
iamlivingx
Thanks for thinking about me. ♥
I’ve been busy lately. A lot has been going on and I just haven’t been able to think about this stuff. Not without falling apart, ya know?