It was not my fault.
The more I hear this; the more I say it to myself; the more I am starting to believe it.
The core beliefs are still so strong in me, but I can finally feel them breaking. I can finally believe that maybe he was wrong. Maybe he was a liar.
He was a liar.
It was not my fault.
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November 2, 2010 at 6:58 pm
Greg
Overjoyed, overjoyed to read this.
It was NOT your fault. Not any part of it, not even a little bit. He was a liar.
It was NOT your fault.
We will say this over and over together until we both believe it. I am almost there too.
It was NOT your fault.
November 2, 2010 at 7:50 pm
iamlivingx
It feels amazing, doesn’t it?
It was not your fault, either. We were innocent.
November 3, 2010 at 9:27 am
bookjunkie
I feel so much emotion reading this and I am so happy you have gotten to this stage of realizing your total and complete innocence.
November 24, 2010 at 11:17 am
iamlivingx
Thank you. It feels amazing. Sometimes I question it, but overall I don’t feel like it was my fault.
July 21, 2011 at 6:15 am
whatsaysyou
I am so sorry to read this and let me say that it was and it is never your fault when that monster hurt you. Remember that the real liar is the monster.
July 21, 2011 at 4:22 pm
iamlivingx
Thank you. ♥